Detached

Imagine there's this sharp blade that, some time ago, cuts deeply into your flesh and leaves a bloody wound and a hell of pain. With time, there left only a scar to remember by.

Then one day, you happened to pick up the same sharp blade. And intentionally stab the same scar, just to see how it feels.

There's no feeling.

No matter how you stab, there's no feeling.

It feels oddly...detached.

Wasn't it supposed to hurt like hell? It's strange to not feel the pain.

Have I come to be good at dealing with it?

Or have I become completely numbed by it?

It's just so strange to feel detached.