PhD... maybe?

"You have been short listed for an interview for our PhD course on 28 March 2007"

I mentally and emotionally went through a rollercoaster when I saw this email yesterday. I started off:

...feeling happy because I've made it to the interview stage, then
...feeling excited about the prospects of doing a doctorate, then
...feeling nervous thinking who the interviewer would be, then
...feeling unsure if I really have the means and time (and money!) to do PhD, then
...feeling restless deciding (already!) between PhD and a job, then
...very BLUR because I thought 28th March is NEXT WEEK.

Had my colleague, A, not remind me that 28th is tomorrow, I would have missed the interview altogether. And come to think of it, then I would not have so much to think about. Hm.

I think I think too much.

Wish me luck for tomorrow.

～みはる～