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xxxHolic Season 1 ends!!

Sad!

xxxHolic anime season 1 ended with episode 23 T_T
I didn't expect it to end at 23 episodes, but when I was watching the final ep, I was like thinking, "Hmm...the way they portray the Watanuki x Doumeki relationship is very finale-like". And true as it is, season 1 ended with the end of this episode.

The finale episode is a potpurri of sad, sweet, melancholic, mysterious and touching emotions. I was especially sad for Watanuki when the obasan died of Doumeki's spiritual arrow and when Yuuko told him that he had to chose how he should approach Doumeki after the incident. I was also touched when Doumeki said he did what he did because it was a choice that he made; and that is he chose to keep Watanuki alive, at the expense of going against the latter's wishes. How aptly the episode was named: センタク(Choice). This is really the beginning of the whole Watanuki x Doumeki dependence thing (the manga now is showing lots of it). I hope we'll get a second season of xxxHolic that will animate all the current manga arcs.

With this finale, I'm terribly sad because xxxHolic has been and still is my favourite spring anime for this year. I love the colors, animation, soundtrack.... but most of all, the storyline, characters and the voice actors. As a result, xxxHolic anime is fantastic. How can I not have anymore xxxHolic to look forward to every week?????? T_T

Thank goodness, however, the manga is still going on and it looks like Clamp is going to unfold many more mysterious secrets and fabulous plots in their beautiful signature graphics. I can't wait to see what going to happen to Watanuki, Doumeki and Himawari. Apparently, Clamp loves to hold us all in suspense *tugs hair in frustration*

Well, all I can say is.... xxxHolic banzai!!!

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Loneliness shared between Watanuki & the ayakashi.

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Doumeki, stoic and cool, chose to fire at the ayakashi.

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Yuuko: Doumeki also made a choice.

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マルとモロはワタヌキに心配しました。

Screenshots from Fansub.tv

~みはる~
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Hanami~!!

Hanami on my desktop!!



Yup, thanks to Rick Jansen, hanami is all year round on my desktop! うれしい!!

The sakura petals from the branch on the top left will gently fall every 2 seconds or so and sometimes a gust of wind will blow the petals across the screen, settling the sakura petals all over the task bar. The petals can even land on windows! See the bottom right corner? They accumulate on top of the wireless bubble. Kawaii~!!!

Against the background of Honey & Clover wallpaper... I can't help minimizing all the work windows so that I can admire the falling petals. It simply brings back memories of Otaru, Hokkaido, where sakura trees in Temiya Park are bursting in full bloom and the petals floating in the chilly spring breeze.
なつかし。。。本当にもう一度日本へ行きたいな。。。


~みはる~
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Split

時が過ぎて
何もかもが 思い出になる日は きっとくる。。。
でも
僕がいて
君がいて
みんながいて
たったひとつのものを探した
あの奇跡のような日々は 
いつまでも 甘い 痛みとともに 
胸の中の 遠い場所で ずっと
なつかしく まわりつずけるんだ。。。

"Although time will pass and the day when everything will become a mere memory will come, I was there, you were there, everyone was there, looking for only one thing under those miraculous days. No matter when, it feels sweet and painful at the same time. It will remain in that distant place in my heart. Always feels nostalgic, always turning". - Honey & Clover 12 [End]

My hat's off to mangaka Umino Chika and the Hachikuro production & animation team.
Hachimitsu to Kuroba is truly a wonderful story unparalled by many others of the similar genre. It is probably the only series that could make me laugh and cry over the lives of the individuals so wonderfully portrayed in the story.

The end of Honey & Clover season 2 at such a serene yet bittersweet note gave a powerful meaning to the ending theme of Honey & Clover II by Suneohair - Split.

Honey & Clover II ED: SPLIT
By Suneohair

ありふれている 気持ちなんてさ
何も言わずにいっそ
消えてしまえば楽になれるのに

見つめ合ってた君の瞳に
映る自分が揺れてる
とぼけた様に口を開けたまま

それぞれの道を行く
その分かれ道
もう二度と逢う事の無い
出会いは悲しすぎる

足りない気持ちを持ち寄って
温めた先から冷えていって
そんなはずないって信じてる
一体いつまで同じ言葉を
抱え込んでんだ 抱え込んでんだ

見つめ続ける君の瞳に
映る景色が変わった
僕の知らない新しいヒカリ

それぞれに道を行く
今、分かれ道
もう二度と振り返らない
気持ちが走り過ぎる

消えそうな夜に抱き合って
冷えきった体で縺れたって
何か足りないって感じてる
一体いつから嘘もため息も
抱え込んだんだ 支えきれない程

足りない気持ちを持ち寄って
温めた先から冷えていって
こんなはずないって信じてる
一体いつまで同じ言葉を
抱え込んでんだ 抱え込んでんだ

(If these dull emotions could just
Disappear sooner without a word
It would have been easier

When I gazed at you
I saw myself trembling in your eyes
My lips parted as though I had a blank expression

We went on our separate paths
At that crossroad
It pains me so much that
We may never meet again

Gathering emotions which are lacking
Things that were warmed just a while ago have grown cold
I couldn’t believe something like that
Just how long am I going to hold on to the same words
How long am I going to hold on…

When I continue to gaze at you
The seasons changed in your eyes
My new light which I’ve not known before

We will walk our separate paths
Now, at that crossroad
I can never look back again
My feelings are too overwhelming

You embrace me in the night that is about to disappear
Entangling me with your body which has grown cold
I feel that something is lacking
Just how long have I been holding on to
Lies and sighs to the point of falling apart

Gathering emotions which are lacking
Things that were warmed just a while ago have grown cold
I couldn’t believe something like this
Just how long am I going to hold on to the same words
How long am I going to hold on… )


~みはる~

Lyrics from Gendou anime music



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幸せ。。。

本日はあたしの誕生日です。
そして、あたしの優しくていいお友達たちは私の為にケーキをかって、一緒にあたしの誕生日を祝いました。
それから、夜には家の近くのホーカーセンターで別の友達と一緒に晩ご飯をたべました。赤いたまごもたべました。
一日中沢山たべました。友達のことがいいですね。。。
今とても幸せだとおもいます。。

Yes I know, the whole lot of Japanese scribbles may meant nothing to most of my readers here....I just want to flaunt my Japanese writing competency. :P


Anyway, what I really want to convey is that I'm one happy H.sapiens today!!
In the morning, I received a surprise phone call from Mum, who took a few mins off her office work just to wish me a Happy Birthday. I had just finished rehearsing my Genetics presentation for the last time and was rushing to leave for campus, when my handphone buzzed. I was very touched that Mum took the time out to call me... and it gave me a good start for the day!

So, my presentation went on pretty smoothly, although I was pretty nervous up on the stage. I had only 4 hours of sleep last night and was not in a very alert state of mind, so when Prof. T asked me a slightly tricky question for the Q&A session, I was thrown off the balance and started crapping whatever I deemed logic at that moment of time and just stunned when he further questioned me. Nevertheless, it is all over and after the class, my school friends bought me and AL (whose B'day was a few days ago) a cake and celebrated together at the school cafe. We even got b'day greetings from the cleaning aunties at the cafe!! >_<

After school I went back to my room with the intention to take a nap. However, I ended up reading papers for this Friday's assignment deadline, downloading Bleach 96 and finally was surfing the Internet for postgraduate Monbukagakushou information. So ineffective.
Then in the evening, my housemates returned and along with a few close friends, we went down to the seafood hawker coffee shop for a hearty dinner. Although small in number, but it was nice to have a scrumptious dinner with my friends.

In the night, Dad then called to wish me Happy Birthday. Then I chatted with my parents for a good 30 mins about my happy day.
To this moment, I have received many calls, MSN messages, SMS-es, e-cards, and even Friendster messages of people wishing me a Happy Birthday. Some may not be very close friends, but the fact that they take the time to say 'Happy Birthday' touched me deeply. What more, I'm especially happy to receive greetings from my old schoolmates... it serves as a reminder that no matter how long or how far we've been apart, they still remember me as a friend.

So, the events on this day when I graduate from 22 years of my life in this tiny planet Earth showed me that there are many people in the world that still care about your existence. Not to sound bitter, but in the 22 years I have seen and experienced many moments that left me wondering if I have a sliver of faith left in the people around me. I find that I had a tendency to distance myself from people to avoid drowning in the emotional whirlpool that comes with complex human relations. But sometimes, these people then remind me that there are good people on Earth and no matter what happens, having faith in friends can make your world a little happier and cheerful.

So, this is to all of you who made my day today.... Cheers to friendship!!!

~みはる~

Minna, arigatou!!

It was 11.59pm and I was trying hard to finish preparing for my Genetics presentation tomorrow, when my housemates AM and WW popped into my room with a chocolate and candle and birthday wish. I was pleasantly surprised and.... the standing fan blew off my candle. -_-'''

We lighted the candle again (AND switched off the fan) and adjourned to a short midnight birthday party ^_^ And then, my phone started ringing, SMS-es came in and a MSN window popped up with at least 6-8 ppl 'singing' happy birthday over the web to me. Yeahh... the power of digital technology. A simple wish from everyone simply made my day!!! I'm so touched and very happy!!

Thank you, everyone!! For the thoughtfulness and the birthday wishes =D

.....Now back to my Genetics presentation........


~みはる~
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Honey & Clover II 10

I cheated 20 mins of my presentation-preparation time to watch this episode. And I just have to blog this ep.

It's a very depressing episode.

No, it's not supposed to be taken negatively. I love watching Honey & Clover because it gives such a vivid portrayal of reality and the struggles each of us would bound to have to come across. But this episode dished out so much reality and sadness, I felt depressed watching it. It was especially sad when Hagu-chan cried her fears to Shuuji, and it was even sadder when Hagu-chan took Morita in her arms allowing him to cry his fears to her. It was clear Shuuji will give his life to care for Hagu-chan, but at the same time, it is Morita that Hagu-chan could very well relate to (sans his eccentric behavior). And although Morita was seen as the 'joker' of the group, it was very well conveyed in this episode that he has his deep insecurities & heartache and he, too, longed for someone to be together always (Kaoru and Hagu-chan); just as Hagu-chan wanted someone to open all the 'boxes' together with her in her life.

I don't even know where to start commenting this brilliantly-done-epsiode from, but I definitely recommend Honey & Clover series to everyone (for ep. reviews of Honey & Clover, please visit Random Curiosity; Omni did a great job). The complexity of human relations and the harsh reality are so vividly portrayed and I'm sure many people can relate very well to the characters in the series. Be warned though, that the second season is generously served with depressing issues.

ハチミツとクローバー

~みはる~

家族がいつもどこでも一番大切だと思います

そうですよ。私はそう思う。
いつも、どこでも、自分の家族は誰でもより大切です。

Dad and Mum came over for the weekend to celebrate my birthday in advance. And I am so happy to see them again, and to have them camp over in my little room. >_<

Although it's only a short weekend together, I can't help but think family is the most important thing in the world to me. Often I think of what my family (i.e. Mum, Dad, and my sis) means to me. And everytime tears would threaten to fall when I think what it would be like to not be near them or to have to be apart. Yea... I'm pretty pathetic, but that is just how important they are to me.

I come from a very close-knit family. With just the four of us, there's almost nothing that we don't share with one another. I love the memories of us travelling to different countries together (ahem.. *read* JAPAN :P), because it is the time in which we are all in a relaxed state of mind and will cramp in a single hotel room together. It bonded us so well, that when we are apart, we miss each other so much.

Three years ago, I took the chance to venture out of my hometown to pursue my undergraduate studies. Initially it was all exciting, novel and the idea of being able to stand on my own feet far away from my family enchanted me. But as the years go by, I come to miss my family so much that I would seek every opportunity to go home. The farther we are from each other, the fonder we grew for each other's presence. Tears never fail to fall when I have to leave home for campus at every end of my vacation at home. Everytime I wished I could stay home just for a little longer.

Now that even my sis is in Sg, Mum tells me that home is very quiet and lonely. It pains me to hear that from my parents. And it always makes me wonder which is more important: to be with family for every living moment of your life, or to leave in pursuit of something in life that might take you very faraway from the ones you love? Is there meaning in chasing after the material or ambition when what accompanies is an emotional void? Separation or death is something no man can predict, and it scares me to think that if we don't spent every living moment with the ones we love, we may not have the chance to tomorrow.

When Mum tells me earnestly that she now knows the significance of "reunion", I couldn't stop my tears and agree. In life, for everything that we want, there is an equal price to pay in order to have it. And the price is not always in terms of money, but sacrifices of the things we hold dear. The question is always this : are we willing to pay the price?

~みはる~
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My kitchen is the CLEANEST !!

Right... my kitchen has to be the cleanest. I just flooded it.

The draining tube of the washing machine in my unit is not sealed to a drainage pipe. Instead, every time we want to do laundry, we have to manually place the drainage tube into the bathroom, which is just adjacent to the washing machine. When I was living in hall, we needn't do that as the tube is connected directly to the drainage pipe system. But not here. And I keep forgetting to place the tube into the bathroom.... so the kitchen is flooded for the second time in 3 weeks.

After I showered, I was like thinking, "hmm, since it's only 10.50pm, I can still do my laundry." So, I put them all in the washing machine and went into my room to make a phone call. Half an hour later, I went into the kitchen and... tada! My kitchen is swimming in soap water!!!! T_T

I spent 45 freaking minutes mopping the kitchen dry. After which, I immediately wrote a bloody notice and pasted onto the cover of the washing machine. It reads, "TUBE into BATHROOM!!".

I'm soooo not going to mop the kitchen like this again.

~みはる~
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Dad's the BEST!

At 10.35pm just now, I was struggling with my Duffy-antigen assignment report when a very familiar voice called me from outside my window. I turned and my eyes almost popped out - it's DAD!! びっくりした。。。

Yes, Dad came for a (albeit very brief) visit. Apparently he's on a short business trip to JB and since he had time to spare, hopped over the Causeway to check on sis and I. What a pleasant surprise! We chatted for a while before he had to leave for JB... since it's really late and all. But being Dad, he insisted on inspecting and fixing the water heater I had complained to him a couple of weeks ago. The water pressure coming out of the water heater was unbelievably low (to the point of trickling droplets of water instead of a healthy shower) and when Mum called I would complain how pathetic it is to be stucked with cold shower for a year. And voila..! Dad is here to fix it! Just when I longed for hot shower on a cold rainy day......

So Dad did the fiddling and tweaking and yanked out a tiny piece of rubber filter from the heater outlet...SETTLE! It was all that simple and within 8 mins. That's Dad for you! Observative, efficient and absolutely number one with handy work.
THANK YOU, DAD!!!!

I'm so happy to have hot shower from tomorrow onwards.
うれしい。。。

~みはる~
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日本語能力試験

Nihongo nōryoku shiken. a.k.a. Japanese Language Proficiency Test.

Yeap, the test I wanted to take is finally open for registration........ except that I'm in a bind now to opt for either Level 3 or Level 4.

Due to administration changes, Sensei regretfully announced that she could not afford to give us a crash course prior the exam. Which, is actually quite important. Conventionally, students from my university will finish with the school-offered Japanese Language Level 3, attend the 2-day crash course before taking JLPT3. Alternatively, if they finish at Japanese Language Level 2, they can opt for JLPT4. Even with the completion of Japanese Level 3 course, there is still quite a syllabus gap between Japanese Level 3 and JLPT3. So the crash course serves to bridge the gap.

So, life loves to present surprises... and coincidentally, just when I am eager to take the test, the crash course was cancelled. Meaning..... bridge the gap yourself-lor.  自分で勉強しなければなりません。

The JLPT guidelines stated that to take JLPT4, the individual should fulfil 150 studying hours of Japanese. For JLPT3, it is 300 hours. I would have only fulfil 152 hours by the end of this year. So now is a matter of comfortably taking JLPT4 with a higher possibility of passing OR benkyou-ing on my own and taking the (low-passing possibility) risk for JLPT3.

I do not really feel like taking JLPT4 as it is not very challenging for my proficiency level. I have tried the 2004 paper and did not find it too difficult. However, there are still many JLPT3 grammar and vocabulary syllabi that I have yet to learn. Will taking JLPT3 the end of this year be akin to a suicidal act? If I study the remaining syllabi on my own, would I manage to cover all before the exam?

I think a more crucial question will be.... do I have TIME to bridge the gap myself?????
With all the assignments, presentations and tonnes of school work, can I manage? But I love learning Japanese language alot.....

多分時間がないけど。。。。
でも JLPT3をしたいと思いますな。。。
どうしお かな。。。。

~みはる~
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Embodiment of a beautiful illusion?

> Business plan writing. Squeezing brain juices to the max.
> Part-time job. 9-5, 5-days a week.
> No room = no internet connection.
> Mum & Dad came for a visit. Endless shopping and indulgence in good food.
> Quit squatting in J’s room, moved to a temporary room and then to a rented unit within a span of 14 days.
> The new academic term began. Timetable scheduling madness.
> The first day of school. Assignment and presentation avalanche. Presentation slots scheduling madness.
> Presentation and assignments begins. Journal-searching-cum-reading mania.

…are the reasons to my blogging absence. It has been such a busy month.

Now that I’ve stepped into my final studying term, I feel like….. yelling. 7 examinable subjects to read over a duration of 13 weeks. And the 5 compulsory core prescribe electives are madness. Each elective demands at the very least, a scientific paper presentation, tonnes of written assignments, quizzes, team discussions… AND GAZILLIONS OF SCIENTIFIC PAPERS TO READ!!!!! I’ve been reading so much journals and scientific papers to the very extent I’m now numbed reading them. It seems like there is an inverse linear correlation between the number of papers read with the awe you have for the discovery reported. The more I read, the less enthusiastic I become of their brilliance.

The avalanche of group presentations and assignments meant increased frequency of working in groups (duh). This translates managing inter-personal relations to achieve the goal of task completion. Although Week3 has just ended, I have already accumulated enough emotional negativity. I learnt that in the harsh reality, friends are not real. There’s no such thing as true friends. No such thing as loyal friendship. Those are simply embodiment of a beautiful illusion. When you are cornered to the edge of the cliff, no friend will take the fall for you. Human are selfish creatures. They act on their natural instincts to protect their best interests above all else. I have seen plentiful emotional and material selfishness to numb my senses. And I have seen enough to know that in reality, you can only depend on yourself. No matter how deep the friendship runs, it can never be true.

~みはる~
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Entrepreneurial Mess

The much *un*waited BS402 Entrepreneurship module has started last Saturday. Yes, although I'm studying biology, for some reason Entrepreneurship is also a compulsory subject. Whatever.

Last Saturday was the orientation day. Orientation as in get to know your class members. Already I wasn't in the mood for it, as Mum & Dad came down to Sg for a visit, .... and there I was, time spent getting to know people I already knew instead of spending precious time reunion with my family. But whatever, it was compulsory so I can't help it but to attend.

The first half of the orientation was going pretty well until we came to a part where we were supposed to build structures using a combination of a few items e.g. cups, bowls. We worked in a large group and produced a bridge-like structure. And decided to market it like a bridge connecting the Causeway between Sg & Msia. I thought it was an innovative idea. But when the "investors" i.e. organizers came to evaluate our model, they threw questions and comments which offended me alot. I did not mind constructive criticisms, but the way they gave their comments was completely undiplomatic, insensitive and thrown out with an air of arrogance. I was feeling quite pissed at that time, but kept silent. Did they not even consider the presence of international students within the group? They said things like, " So if the two countries decided not to share the bridge anymore several years down the road, how is the bridge going to be separated? Whose side are you on?" If it was said constructively it would have sounded alright, but the organizer had this condescending look on her face I wanted to wipe off badly. That moment onwards, I lost all my respect for the organizers. And mind you, it wasn't only this instance, there were remarks made that would offend Chinese nationals as well. The lack of sensitivity and diplomacy in these "adults" who pride themselves "entrepreneurs" is really appalling.

The other issue that totally ruin the mood for this module occured during the grouping of students. As there were almost 40++ students, we were broken into groups of 7. Initially, the instructor group individuals randomly, thus most cliques are broken and people who are not very close friends are put together in a group. The instructor's rationale of doing this is to get the students our of their comfort zone and to work with new people. Fine by me. But then, some students voiced out their preference to work with close friends and requested to form groups of their own preference. This discussion led to a heated argument between this group of clique-ers and a minority group of students who preferred to stick to the random grouping as they echoed the instructor's sentiments. I had thought it would be a heated argument that would result in no difference, as the instructor wasn't willing to budge to the request to change. But student X butted in and said that even though the instructor did not agree, they would still swap amongst themselves. And then, student X just left his group and moved into his clique. This trigger the rest to do the same, and in the end, everyone just move into their preferred group, completely ignoring the instructor's presence. I was, again, appalled by the lack of maturity and diplomacy of these young adults in handling such petty situations. In the end, the heated argument and all these chaos resulted in strained relationships between the class members.

Following to that tension, today's session was just as dreadful. Again, the two groups of students with different opinion are at loggerheads. This time, they lash out at each other via war of words. They bombarded each other's oral presentation with destructive comments and questions... that I thought I was sitting in a battlefield. I find that many of my peers are not quite intellectually mature for their age and are very emotionally driven in their counteraction. They appear very defensive, judgemental, and unwilling to give in to make peace. So much for entrepreneurial spirit.

It is going to be such a long week ahead.

~みはる~
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つまらない

つまらない。つまらない。つまらない!!!

本当につまらないな。。。。。。。。。。。

I'm so so so so so so bored. No new animes to watch. No money to go shopping. Most friends are back in hometown. I'm stuck in the campus without a room. And bored to death. So bored I've resorted to studying bacterial genetics. さいあく。。。

Not having my own room makes me feel uneasy. Although I'm thankful for shelter over my head, but still.... I don't feel comfortable. Now why wouldn't I have a room? 長い話だよ。。。

+~+~+~+
It goes like this: in order to secure on-campus accommodation, undergrads need to earn points by joining extra curriculum activities. And if your total points meets the cut-off for the on-campus application, then you stand a chance to get the room of your choice; if not a random room will be given. If your total points do not meet the cut-off, then you wait. And wait. And wait. Until they send you an email to notify you that you've got a room. And only god knows how long you have to wait. The administration do not care whether you are homeless or not, they just chase you out of your room when the time to vacate your current room comes.

So, yea, I'm currently homeless because I was chased out of my room. And having no relatives, I have no where to go except to bunk over at friends' who already had rooms. Thankfully, I had friends who were willing to take in this nomad. *tears of relief*

So, why didn't I collect points in the first place? To collect points meant to join the management committee of clubs and societies... and this translates into having to attend meetings and organizing events. I've done that for 2 years and I've come to a conclusion: that most people here have no sense of punctuality. Absolutely zilch. Meeting scheduled to start at 4pm would most likely start at 4.30-5.00pm. It could drag as late as 6pm. Apart from that, meetings are hardly well directed, as in most of the time, discussion topic would get side-tracked and it takes ages to come to an agreeable solution. And meetings can last as long as 5-6 hours. Imagine if you were to experience that a few times a month for 3 different committee clubs. Just how much time will be wasted? Apparently, people here do not seem to mind wasting my precious time.

Besides, for females last year, the demand for rooms was so great that those with lesser points had to wait several months for a room. And in the mean time, they would "squat" (some times illegally) in friends' rooms until they get a place. The one thing that annoyed me most was that there were plenty of vacancies, but the administration took their own sweet time with the processing. They do not seem to have a tiny bit of consideration for full time international students who have absolutely no place to go. ひどいよね?

On top of that, the number of courses offered this year has increased greatly and more freshmen will be offered hostel rooms. This means the vacancies available for senior students are greatly limited. Meaning that, if you have meagre points, good luck waiting several months for a room. As such, I decided to forfeit. I did not join any management committees and didn't collect points. I decided to move out in the new academic year. This explains why I had been hunting for property lately. And fortunately, I had found a suitable unit just outside the campus, which I will be sharing with two of my friends, WW & AM. However, as the current tenant is still occupying the unit, I would have to wait until they vacate the unit to move in.

話がおわり。
+~+~+~+

I personally think that no matter how world-class a university is, it is hardly impressive if it does not perform well in protecting students' welfare. The administration just suck lots money from the students and do nothing when they are students that require assistance for something as basic as accommodation. When you complain, they just nonchalantly reply "The system works like this by default," and shrugs you off. The hell with default systems. It is as if the human up there haven't the intelligence to work out a solution for the benefit of the people who are the source of their pay check. What an irony, with the establishment of a new humanities and social sciences school.

ま、it seems like I've digressed quite a bit.
I'm still bored.
Looking forward to going back to lab tomorrow.

~みはる~
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The Return of The Pantry Devil

It's disgusting. It's skin-deep disgusting. The Pantry Devil returns.

My stomach churned when I saw the heap of "trash" at the common hallway. It can't be, I thought dismally. She's back already?

I'm talking about a fellow blockmate. She used to live a few doors away from my room, and her things, especially shoes, would spill out into the hallway. But that's okay. What was worst is that she makes a horrible mess in the pantry and NEVER cleans after it. When I say 'horrible', I really mean disgusting horrible. Anyone would have thought the pantry was caught in a tornado and the perishables are left to mold. Noodles are scattered all over the counter, rubbish is strewn all over the floor (and not in the trash bin), pots and pans are left unwashed for DAYS. I had to hold my breath when stepping into the pantry to get drinking water. I could feel fungi and bacteria crawling all over my skin. IT'S DISGUSTING!!!!!!!

And she cooks almost everyday. Somebody, exterminate the devil!!!
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Hunting for property

I'm finally back to blogging. There's so much I wanted to blog but haven't the time. I know my account of the Hokkaido trip has been neglected. Sumimasen T_T But the last 2 weeks have been terribly eventful. And it all started with a phone call from the property Agent N.

"Ms. Miharu, I can't find any property that fits your needs. It is very difficult to find one in the area you want."

That was what Agent N said over the phone on the day that marked the beginning of my nightmarish 2 weeks. I was like thinking "whaddya mean you can't find?" I had given Agent N an allowance of two weeks and in return, that dead-end statement was thrown at my face. I began to suspect her credibility. And I started panicking. What the heck? I need a roof over my head in a month!

The moment I hung up the call, a rush of adrenaline coursed my bloodstream and I started calling every other property agents that are in my phonebook and feverishly browsed thru all advertisements for property rental.

The first fruitful phone call was to Ms. Angel. yea.. I had hope that she would be the angel that will provide me with the accommodation I needed. Apparently, Ms. Angel had a common room for rent (In Sg, common rooms are smaller than master bedrooms in the apartment unit). So I made an appointment to view the room that Saturday afternoon. The sun was out, the day was good, and I started to feel a bit more positive. However, when I started my walk from my hostel to her block outside of campus, an ominous cloud threaten cloudburst. I quicken my pace and armed myself with my umbrella. Barely halfway thru my journey, heaven floodgates gave way. It was pouring hard and the strong wind blew the piercing raindrops in my direction. My jeans were drenched to the calves. I began to wonder if the deterring rainfall was a bad omen. It rained too heavily for me to walk across the campus to the apartment block, so I took shelter at one of the hostel lounges.

And then... my phone rang. It was Ms. Angel. And she offered me a ride to her house since she was on the road then. I felt blessed. An angel to rescue at the low of your life. The bad omen must've been not accurate, eh? I took her offer and true to her word, Ms. Angel came in a Toyota Altis and kindly gave me a lift. She actually came with her husband, and they are a rather young Malay couple renting out rooms in their 5-room unit to students. I thought, "I'm so lucky. This might just work out perfectly for me." Location - walking distance to campus. Cooking, Internet allowed. Kind landlords. I was getting excited.

When I reached her unit at the higher floor, I was taken aback. My glee burst like a bubble. No offense, but the place far from well-kept. It was quite messy, dark and not sparkling clean. Several mental criteria were crossed out immediately. The room was actually quite narrow and dim, although it had quite a good view. Another minus point was that the unit had other foreign tenants. I wasn't comfortable with the arrangement. They asked for $400 for the rental. In my head, my little voice shrieked, "$400?? This unkept, small room?"

However, I thanked them for their kindness, told them I would consider and left. The rain reduced to a light shower and I trudged slowly back to my hostel. Every drop of my optimism evaporated. There's no way I could share that tiny, dim room with my future housemate. And to live with a houseful of strangers (couples included) was the last thing I wanted. My emotional rollercoaster took a dive.

Reaching my room, I continued browsing more advertisements in dejection. That is, until I saw this advertisement:

Add: xx-xxx, Blk xxx (corner unit)
Rate: $300 (room)
Location: 5 mins to XX mall, 3 mins to Interchange, 5 mins to campus
Condition: Very clean, quiet, windy. No owner.
Furnishing: Fully furnished, cable tv, broadband internet, bed, desk, cupboard
Availability: Immediate
Light cooking ok

I called the number given and made an immediate appointment for viewing. Bringing my future housemate, WW & her boyfriend along, I proceeded to view this unit, with renewed hopes. When we reached the area, we threaded amongst the blocks to reach the corner unit. While walking, I surveyed the neighbourhood. It is neat, clean and quiet. "Hmm.. I like this environment," I thought to myself. When we reached the block, I headed for the unit, and was greeted by a less-than-pleasant sight. The neighbouring unit is a house full of guys. And they looked like construction labourers. I began to feel uneasy. I knocked on door of the unit I came for and was greeted by a PRC student. Apparently, we are from the same campus, but of no acquantaince. He showed us the unit, and I took liking to it in an instant. It is spacious, clean, quiet and windy. The two rooms for rent were essentially furnished and quite roomy. The kitchen was also clean and the entire unit was quite well-kept. The bonus point is that the owner is not staying and should we rent the two rooms, we'd be essentially renting the entire unit. $600 for a unit! I believed I had striked jackpot!

Both me and WW liked the unit immediately, we would probably had made the deal if the owner was there. However, the owner is located in China, and we would have to make a call to him to make the deal. So we left the place, feeling ecstatic. I was particularly excited as the rent was freaking cheap and the unit is freaking huge. However, when I reached my room and sat down to think, I sensed something amiss. Why would the owner rent out the whole unit for such a cheap amount? There's something fishy to the unbelievable deal. Furthermore, I was perplexed at the prospect of 2 females living next to a houseload of middle-age guys. It seemed to me the environment was less than secure. In the end, both WW & I decided to email the owner and clarify the questions we had in mind. However, both of us still couldn't help liking the unit.

The following day, I received an international call on my phone. It was the owner!! He sounded like a middle-age businessman, and affirmed that he received my mail and will attend to our questions. When I checked out the reply he sent, I was bowled over by his deal. He favored us over other applicants and is offering us the unit for $700, all included, as a favor for fellow Malaysians. Yes, he is a Malaysian and is kindly offering us the deal of a lifetime to help us poor souls. I was overjoyed and sceptical at the same time. OMG, the deal is the cheapest I've come across! But can he be trusted? I thought over and over until my head hurt. He had wanted us to give him a yes-or-no reply by that night over the phone and it drove me & WW crazy. We were tempted to jump on the offer instantly, but each of us have our reservations. I was worried about the neighbour, whilst WW was sceptical about his motives.

We consulted my parents, seniors, and friends... and a good majority adviced us to beware of the too-good-to-be-true deal. I wanted to believe the owner was being kind, but the insecurity of having too many men next door was something I couldn't really shake off. We called the owner to voice our interests and also our concerns, and he convinced us that it was not too big a deal, at least, for the neighbour-problem. He then gave us another day to make our decision. And all that happened in 24 hours. Pressed to make such an immediate decision, I didn't know to follow my heart or my mind. My heart wants the spacious unit so badly, but the warning bells in my head wouldn't stop ringing. All this mental fiasco lasted till 3am. When I reached lab the next morning at 9am (I'm currently working on a lab attachment under a professor), I felt like a mental mess.

To cut the long story short, we finally decided to give up the offer. I felt like I had threw a million dollars into the sea. The unit was such a good deal. But it's all in the past now.

After that incident, we viewed other rooms available for rent consecutively every night. I've called Agent S, Agent J, Agent K and so many other landlords, I felt like a nuisance. And currently, we've seen another unit that we both like, but negotiations are still being made. I'm beginning to feel worn out and tired of this property-renting exercise and really hope to land on a shelter very very soon.

Up next week is another one full of appointments for property viewing. Wish me luck.
疲れたですよ。

~みはる~
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一リットルの涙 (One Litre of Tears)

For the entire day today, I sat in front of my computer and cried. Okay, I'm not THAT depressed. It's the J-dorama : 一リットルの涙 (One Litre of Tears). It's the best Japanese drama I've watched ever. And it's the only drama that had me crying at every episode. Watching 'One Litre of Tears', I've cried 1L of tears myself.

One Litre of Tears follows the story of a 15-yr old high school girl, Ikeuchi Aya, whose life was taken a cruel blow when an incurable neural disease, Spinocerebellar Degeneration(SCD), robbed her of her normal life at 15. This drama is based on a true case: SCD manifested in Kito Aya's body at 15 yrs and took her life at 25 yrs. In the J-drama, every detail of the account was impressively delivered: from Aya's shock and hopelessness when she slowly loses control of simple, routine actions, to her courage and optimism to simply continue living; her family's strong yet gentle support throughout her most difficult and miserable times of the illness; her friends' company and help throughout the trying times; the determination and helplessness of the doctors who tried every way to find a cure for her disease.

I must say, this drama allowed me to view life in a different light. It would be a lie to say I never entertain thoughts such as, "What is the purpose of my living? It wouldn't make any difference if I had died, so why am I living? Wouldn't it be better if I had been dead? What is the purpose in life?" After watching this drama and seeing how things that I take for granted are slowly being robbed away from Aya, I am terribly ashamed to have actually thought that my life served no purpose. Like Haruto Asou said, human are greedy and selfish. When I watch Aya slowly lose her ability to walk, run, speak, eat and breath, I couldn't help the tears that keep falling, and thought "What does it feel like to have your life slowly taken away from you, piece by piece? What does it feel like to slowly lose the ability to walk or speak? How does it feels like to live on for 10 yrs while your body slowly give away, as you slowly lose control over simple actions?" The magnitude and intensity of pain imagined is unbearable. And yet, Aya bravely faced the life that is slowly shattering before her. If it were me, I would not have the courage to smile and face life or the people around me. For her to be able to smile and inspire the people around her to keep on living and treasure life, I have my utmost respect and admiration for Aya. No matter how afraid she feels in her crumbling body, she struggles to find a reason to keep on living and did not give up until the end of her life.

From her story, I learnt to treasure life, to appreciate the fact that I have the chance to keep living, to be thankful for the simple fact that I am healthy, to be grateful that I can do the things that I want to do, to cherish the people and things that are important to me.

Because of Aya's inspiration, I will remind myself each time when I lose hope, that I must continue living, because "Just being alive is such a wonderful and lovely thing" (Kito Aya).

~みはる~

Official site:
いちリットルの涙

Sorry, not interested

I reached the Woodlands checkpoint today all bleary-eyed and half-conscious. The express bus driver had sped the entire journey thru, bringing the 10-hr journey to less than 8 hrs. I barely slept at all as I could feel the frightening speed of the bus even as I was drifting to slumber. It was so scary I thought he might skid off the road anytime.

Instead of reaching the immigration at 9 am, I had to join the long queue at 7 am. Arrghh, because the bus sped, we reached in time to join the many workers rushing across the Causeway. Bleh. So, dragging my large luggage with me, I waited (not so patiently) for my turn. I thought I could easily clear the customs, but apparently the officer was suspicious of this puny girl lugging such a huge baggage into Singapore. So I may not look totally innocent, but hey, would a puny, bleary-eyed girl carry weapons or drugs across the Causeway? Of course, I let the officer opened my luggage and check to his heart's content. He was a nice person though, making friendly conversation while I explained the things I stuffed in my bag. After he okay-ed my baggage, I had to cram the contents back in and zip the overflowing luggage shut. I was a bit amused at the irony: last night after my dad helped me cram my stuff in the bag, I had insisted to try zipping the bag myself while telling Dad that just in case the officers check, I would need to know how to shut the overflowing contents back in. "Although, usually they will never check my bag", I told Dad. Hah. I was so wrong :P

After clearing the customs, I walked across the pedestrian bridge towards the taxi stand at the other building of the checkpoint. Because the luggage was heavy and bulky, I opted for the elevator over the escalator. So, I was alone waiting for the ride, when a man joined me at my wait. He was a middle-aged man, definitely not local (Sg/Msian) but from his looks, is probably an European or Middle-east kind of person. He had not-so-pleasant facial features and carried nothing with him, except for passport in his hands. So, standing opposite me, he started to make conversation. Diverting his eyes to my large luggage, he asked "From K.L?". Out of courtesy, I replied, "No, Penang." Then he said something like "Ohh, Penang...bla bla...". I couldn't hear very clearly because he was speaking quite softly, and I didn't bother to clarify as I wasn't interested. So I just smiled politely and nodded my head. Then the elevator arrived and I went in after him. After coming out of lift, he slowed down to walk next to me and indicated if I needed help with my luggage. "No thanks," I smiled. (I have this principle of not asking help from someone I cannot trust on first sight). I had thought that he would walk away but he kept to my pace and kept on talking to me. I think he was saying something about the weather being warm and stuff like that; I wasn't really paying attention, so I just uttered umm and yea at appropriate intervals out of politeness... until he said, "Can I have your contact number?". The automatic umm/yea was on the tip of my tongue when the alarm bells in my head started clanging like mad. For a moment I was stunned. A torrent of thoughts thrashed in my brain. Omigod, he's hitting on me just like this? This suspicious guy probably wants to screw any girl he picks up by chatting about the warm weather. Shit, how do I get out of this?? He could be a serial killer or kidnapper waiting to rape or kill me!! Okay, so I may have some extreme thoughts, but in my defense, these cases do happen. There had been numerous news about naive girls falling into such traps and never saw the light of day ever again. I sure do not want to be part of the statistics.

With my inner voices screaming inside my head, I finally decided to play dumb and uttered, "Huhh?", in pretence of having not heard his words and hoping that (somehow) he would forget about it. But crap, he asked again, this time adding something about forming friendship and stuff. By this time, my warning meter is close to explosion and I bluntly replied, "I'm sorry but I'm not interested." I heard myself saying it quite firmly, so I quickly added "But it was nice to meet you" in order to be polite. He then smiled and continued talking about something, but I wasn't really listening. In fact, I was feeling pretty scared already. When is he gonna leave me alone? My inner voice screamed in my head. I tried to slow my pace but it didn't work. Finally, I reached another elevator, silently praying that he would take the stairs this time. Thank goodness for the blessings from the Goddess of Mercy, he really did opt for the stairs and bid goodbye as I rushed into the elevator and punched the door-close button. Thinking it was over, I emerged from the lift and walked towards the taxi stand - just to find him there also walking towards the waiting taxi. My heart dropped to the ground as I contemplated to turn around and run in the opposite direction. Unfortunately, he saw me... but fortunately, he just said byebye and got into the cab and left. I breathed a sigh of relief. That was quite an unpleasant encounter. I don't mean to be paranoid or judgemental, but there are some people whom I cannot trust at first sight and gives me jitters. And to hit on someone after a small talk about weather is waaaay beyond my liking or logic. What appalled me was that I was hardly appealing to be a pick up target at all: bleary-eyed, clumsy and reeking of the I-spent-one-night-without-sleep-and-am-cranky-now aura, anyone normal would not come any nearer than an arm's radius to me.

I got into the cab, relieved but weaken. My heart was still racing a bit but I breathed easier. I think I must have held my breath the entire time he was walking next to me. So, I thought I could ride in silence and calm my nerves... but fate has it, the taxi driver was the 2nd eccentric individual I had to put up with today. Mr.-Taxi-Driver is apparently a sage on road safety. He suddenly started complaining to me about the dangers of riding motorbikes and how the bike riders are oblivious to the dangers of their driving habits. He had analyzed the subtle differences between Malaysian and Singaporean motorists and draw his conclusions to why bikers on the outer lanes will more likely die in accidents than bikers riding in the inner lanes. Then he went on to relate his experience as a biker and the accidents he had encountered. He gave his very vocal presentation to me all in a super loud and sharp voice. I didn't really care, especially after the restless bus ride and the disturbing encounter with the suspicious guy. So I just littered mmm, ohhh, yes, aiyo, and tsktsk at the appropriate intervals of his presentation. I had hope that at my obvious disinterest he would stop yakking, but Mr-Taxi-Driver was oblivious to my monotone and persisted with his lecture all the way till I reached my destination.

I think I have enough kowai incidents for one day. Anymore will really freak the bejeezers out of me.

~みはる~
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おまたせ

Okay, I've started blogging about Hokkaido and Tokyo here : Musings in Hokkaido & Tokyo. Omataseshimashita :) There's a link to this page on the sidebar too.

Will ganbaru finish writing. Been very busy these few days settling immigration, laundrying and shopping for stuff before returning to Sg, all the while juggling an episode or two of anime :P Ahh, and if it is not already obvious, I've done some homework studying html tags and revamped my blog templates *pats herself on the back* But I've still more to learn, so yoroshiku onegashimasu.

またね。

~みはる~
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ただいま帰りました。。?

It's a been almost 28 hours since I've return from Tokyo. But in about 55 hours, I'll be leaving for my campus in Singapore again. Wow... I'm actually home for like less than 10 days?

So, I was in the Immigration office in the city centre just now, and I encountered this hazukashii moment again. Everytime I put down my thumb for the thumb-print scanning in the immigration/registration department, the officer will give me this annoyed look and say "Your thumb print is undetectable!". Okay, like so, I have a bad thumb. It has faint prints. Computers can't read it. Baka technology. It's not like it's my fault my thumb prints can't be read. It's probably genetics. This time round, the lady told me, "Tak boleh scan lah. Ibu jari rosak." I looked at my thumb and went, huhh? How can ibu jari be rosak... it is peeling a little due to the dry weather in Japan, but my ibu jari is not rosak okayy. However, she didn't pursue the matter further and cleared my passport renewal application. I just hope that I won't be held up at international customs and be accused to be an illegal immigrant without thumb prints.

On another note, I think I'm going thru some sort of post-travel-culture-shock-syndrome (PTCSS). In the process of renewing my passport, I had to pay for the application form. So after I handed the Malay lady officer the money, she gave me the form and guess what? I automatically blurted, "Arigatou gozaimasu." Oops.. kinda forgot I'm already back in Malaysia. I don't know if it was loud enough to reach her ears, but I was positive she gave me this weird look. I think somewhere in the grooves of my brain, my subconscious is still in Japanese mode. I still anticipate Japanese responses and the frequently used "Sumimasen" and "Arigatou gozaimasu" are still set as default conversational replies. Now, where is my reset button?

~みはる~

Perspective - 日本の旅行

For this 10 days 8 nights trip to Japan's Hokkaido and Tokyo, we spent approximately an average of 244,000 yen per person. This amount is inclusive of everything: air ticket, accomodation, transportation, food, and miscellanous. I find it quite reasonable, considering that the food we take was generally scrumptious and the transportation is usually by trains, subways, and also domestic flights.

The weather forecast in Japan is generally VERY accurate. If it was forecasted to rain the next day, it definitely rained the next day. As such, we were very dependent on the weather forecast to plan our itinerary for the following day. Temperature forecasts are also very useful to help decide how thick our clothes should be. However, it is found to be wise to keep a cardigan close just in case the cold breeze comes blowing.

Public transportation in Japan is incredibly organized, systematic, punctual and above all, efficient. I absolutely love the JR trains and subway systems. Different lines served different regions, thus you can get around everywhere easily. There are different types of trains: from local (普通) to rapid express (快速) to limited express(特急). Thus, you can choose to speed through all the intermediate stations if you want to reach the other end of the line fast. And I must say, the public transport in Japan is PUNCTUAL. The trains or buses arrive right on the dot and depart exactly on time too. Thus, you can always conveniently plan ahead of time. Although some busy stations can be quite confusing with so many train lines intersecting, it is very systematic once you know how to move about. From the designated platforms, to the systematically categorized train cars and seats, to the well-planned exits at every stations, I have come to enjoy taking the public transportation in Japan because it is made so convenient. My only complaint is that it is very expensive :P

Food is quite expensive in Japan, especially in Tokyo. I mean like, really expensive for my budget. A set meal of lunch/dinner can cost at least 2,000 yen in certain food outlets. However, the konbini(s) here live up their name (konbini = convenient stores). They sell all the essentials (something like your 7-eleven, but there are more stuff sold), and especially the BENTO. Bento(s) from the convenient stores are really life savers in several scenarios: (i) food is expensive and you want to save some money. (ii) there's no decent restaurants or food stalls in the remote area you are standing. (iii) when you are so terribly hungry you can't walk another step. Apart from food, the konbini is our ultimate provider of mizu (plain water), ocha (Japanese green tea is a must all the time), moisturising cream (the cold weather can really crack your delicate skin - yes, mine's all cracked and callused), and batteries for your camera =D. There are a great variety of konbini chains in Japan; amongst the more popular ones I've seen are Seico, am/pm, Lawson, and of course, 7-eleven.

Travelling light is highly recommended if you have plans to move around often. I'm pretty glad we decided to travel light (i.e. one backpack + one carry on per person) as it was much much more convenient this way when taking the public transportations. It would be dreadful to have to lug heavy and bulky luggages up and down the trains and subways, and then dragging them horizontally and vertically across the stations (believe me, you'd be deadbeat if you had a large suitcase because transferring from one line to another may require a great deal of walking). Furthermore, if you have to travel at peak hours, you would need to prepare to face the unbelievable throng of people inside and outside the trains. Massive massive number of people. I find it quite convenient to pack light because we easily found coin laundries in each of the stop we made. Some coin laundries can be pretty expensive, but generally it costs about 300 yen to wash and another 300 yen to dry.

Travelling to Japan at this time (late spring-early summer) is probably one of the best times. During the entire trip, I felt as if I'd experienced an entire year in Japan: from snow-capped mountains to blooming sakura, and gentle spring breeze to light summer showers. From Hokkaido to Tokyo, I've seen the untouched wilderness and bustling metropolitan city cramped with high rise. The weather is not too cold, but not too hot: thus, it is a perfect cool weather for sightseeing in light wear.



Mankai sakura trees at Temiya Park in Otaru, Hokkaido.

The Japanese are generally very helpful and friendly people. Although my ability to converse in Japanese is super fundamental, we can still get around relatively easily as they are very willing and patient to help us out. However, for regions that are located in the outskirts of cities, most do not understand English and basic Japanese would be quite necessary to communicate effectively. However, I had alot of fun attempting to communicate in Japanese with the Japanese community. Thank you LJ81 Japanese Level2, you saved my life out there in Hokkaido >_<

In order to truly experience Japan and be immersed in their culture, I am all for self-travelling. Travelling with tour groups is relatively more rigid and 'packaged' - you won't be able to really experience the quirks of travelling in the JR trains and chikatetsu (subways), observe the nature and lifestyles of the Japanese up close, discover the different types of local food outlets and their unique features, or walk parallel to and interact intimately with the local community. It is much more fun to discover Japan, rather than be shown to; and it is far more flexible and pleasurable to travel at our own pace. Probably because my previous trips to China with tour groups had not been exactly pleasant, rather, they felt very hectic. Although probably many more tourist spots would be covered by the tour groups, I totally enjoyed moving around at my own intiative and time.

In a nutshell, I thoroughly enjoyed my one week in Japan. 本当にとても楽しかったですよ。絶対にまた今度日本へもう一度旅行にいきます。 I will definitely plan for the next one in near future. This time, I'd like to try to Kusatsu onsen in Gunma and breath the scent of lavender in Furano.

So if you would excuse me, I'm now off to scheme how to earn 300,000 yen for the next Japan trip.

PS: I will be posting a more detailed account at a later date ;)

~みはる~

Note from Hokkaido,Japan

Location : Hotel New Sunroute Sapporo, Susukino, Sapporo
Time : 2235

そうだよ。今は、北海道の札幌市にいます。
Yup,currently sitting in the hotel lobby getting my dose of internet.Pardon the slightly weird post...the keyboard and software are all in Japanese,chotto difficult to use.I was checking the list of anime updates and there is a long list of new episodes waiting to be downloaded and watched. Being the anime junkie that I am,I terribly miss my weekly anime dose. However, it has been so much fun in Hokkaido so far.I feel like I am in heaven, having seen the mankai sakura,volcanoes,onsens,gorgeous lakes and craters...it is absolutely saiko (最高).
I will update again about my experiences here after I return from Tokyo.

今もう遅いから、お風呂に入らなければなりません。
じゃ、また今度ね。

~みはる~
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いってきます

My eyes are all glazed over now. I've been up all day researching the websites, planning the travelling routes around Hokkaido. And, goodness gracious, most of the helpful information are available only in Japanese. Since my Japanese is like so rudimentary, understanding the information is such an uphill task; not to mention planning the trip. がんばろう私!!

But since it's holiday... I allowed myself the liberty to watch a reasonable list of animes :P Below are the list of animes I've watched and reviewed a bit here.

BLEACH 79
Jigoku Shoujo 17
xxxHolic 05

So like, yea, I'm pretty much an anime otaku :P
Anyway, gotta continue planning my Hokkaido trip. Will update when I'm back from Japan in 2 weeks time.
いってきます!

~みはる~
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25-hour record

FINALLY - year3 semester is over.

And what a way to end it. I stayed up 25 hours without sleep just to complete the cursed lab report. So much for my precious weekend. Instead of lazying around and slacking like all normal people do when they finally get a good break, me and my cohort were slaving to meet the deadline today. Assignments like these rob you of the pleasure of experimentation.

Now, I can look forward to sleeping long hours and watching all the animes and J-doramas awaiting my viewing. Oh, but I'm so excited as I'll be going off to Japan for a holiday with my family. We'll be roaming the wilderness of Hokkaido and threading our way thru the lively Tokyo in a few days. Definitely can't wait to get there!!

As for now, I'm so exhausted I really need to hit the sack. Keeping awake for 25 hrs writing a scientific report is truly no easy feat.
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ただいま

Finally, it all ended yesterday. Semester examinations from hell. I don’t want to walk back down that path, reliving all the depressing and stressful thoughts. Simply glad it’s all over. But the Demon King (as proclaimed by Komatsu Nana), had another trick up its sleeve.

Right after the last paper ended at 4pm yesterday, I headed straight back into my room and packed my stuff. It took me less than an hour, since I did not have much to bring home. Then, I was piling my lecture notes at one corner of the room, feeling relieved the semester is over, and then checked my checklist for the tasks I had to carry out before leaving the room…. and realized that I HAVE ANOTHER LAB REPORT TO BE SUBMITTED BY NEXT MONDAY! Crap… and this is one horribly difficult report to write too. The literature search itself is tedious. Urgh, it feels like the ominous cloud still hangs over my head.

So anyway, I then left my room for the bus stop to catch a cab to the express bus pick up centre. When I reached the bus stop and peered out into the street… the view was (in a sense) gothic-ly magnificent:
An almost stagnant mist hung low in the street-lamp lined avenue. Dim yellow lights bathed the street, the fog blurred the night scene… it was like stepping into Edgar Allan Poe’s horror town. From beyond the shadows, the denizens of the night emerged, fangs bared, ready to sink into the soft flesh of the standing lone mortal, the taste of sweet blood lingering in their tongues.

Sou desu yo.

The incredulously huge mosquitoes feasted on my blood. Apparently, I’m always the mosquitoes’ juicy meal when waiting for a cab to the bus pick up point. Each time, without fail, on my trip back to hometown, I’m subjected to multiple bites from these monstrous species.

Anyway, I managed to get on the bus safely, but like always, I couldn’t get decent sleep in the bus. Probably it’s because I still cannot get use to sleeping in express buses, they are simply uncomfortable. But I do love the night view from the bus. Everytime during my journey home, the skies are peppered with beautiful stars. These cosmic wonders never cease to captivate me – the stars truly looked like diamonds in the sky. I could gaze at the constellations forever, they look so beautiful. Of course, I gave up gazing after like 5 minutes, because the bus was speeding on this super bumpy federal road and it was simply nauseating to continue gazing at the gorgeous natural sight.

Oh, let me tell you about the assisstant bus driver. He’s a bit weird. When the bus resumes journey after the first toilet-break, I took of my shoes and snuggled under the blanket I brought with me (it’s freaking cold in the bus you know). I always do that, without a problem. I mean like, how can there be a problem, you just want to rest comfortably right? Ok, apparently Mr.Assistant-Bus-Driver did not share the same sentiment. When he “patrolled” down the aisle, he stopped next to my seat and said (in mandarin) “You cannot remove your sport shoes”. Initially, I hadn’t heard him right, because I had earphones in the way. Then I stared at him and uttered “ah?” He repeated what he said and I was like - huh??????
Since I didn’t want to make a big fuss, I complied. Just because I boarded the bus from Singapore, do I have to comply with SIA-like take-off/landing procedures? I was amused but oh, what the hell. Then, when I reached my destination, Mr.Asisstant-Bus-Driver was at the boot of the bus, waiting for the passengers to unload their luggages. Mine was particularly bulky although light, because I needed a larger luggage to fit my comforter (the laundry machines in hostel are tad disgusting to wash my fluffly comforter, so I brought it back to clean). So when I went down to take my luggage, this weird guy reprimanded me, “See, why you have to bring such a big luggage. Told you it’s heavy.”
I was like “ 。。。” I just stared at him bewildered, thinking, “So what? あんたと関係ないですよ。If I wanted to carry stones and boulders in this luggage, it also has nothing to do with you.” I was slightly put off, but thought that maybe driving along the bumpy federal roads must have affected his brainwaves, thus decided to overlook his nasty remark.

Well, all aside, it is truly wonderful to be home again.

ただいま。


~みはる~
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雨が降っています

The weather imp is fooling with me.

I'm telling you, it's true. This is the second time around. I woke up early today, probably because I was unconsciously stressed about the amount of material I have to review for tomorrow's paper. But anyway, I decided to do my laundry since I was already up early and the laundry machines would most likely be available. When my laundry was done and I intended to put them on the laundry lines to dry, light shower rained from the semi-clear sky. And the sun was shining brightly too. And then the magnitude of rainfall gained power, escalating into a stronger shower.

.........................

I could imagine the mischievous weather imp grinning naughtily while skipping over the rainbow, foiling my attempt to decently air-dry my clothes and at the same time taunting me with the beautiful sunshine strong enough to dry my clothes. I can already hear it, "aww... such pretty sunshine, don't you want to put your clothes out to dryyyyy??" This is where I throw a wire-hanger and a handful of clothes pegs at the rainbow-hopping imp. And yesterday, the sun was shining like mad! It was so freaking hot. Darn... must be like a weather curse on me or something.

13.04.06 - LJ81 Japanese Language Level2
20.04.06 - BS306 Developmental Biology
24.04.06 - BS 307 Computational Biology and Modeling
27.04.06 - BS308 Cancer Biology
02.05.06 - BS309 Human Genetics
04.05.06 - BS310 Experimental Techniques in Molecular Biology

Yoshh... it's down to the very last paper. It's 27 hours 37 minutes 17 seconds to the last paper.
今ちゃんと勉強します!!最後の試験ですから、もっとがんばります!

~みはる~
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